Maya Arthur

Editor’s note: one of two January 28 entries

I spent most of today watching Vanderpump Rules. It's overcast, and I'm not sure if walking will ease my tension. Therefore, I simply relive all my feelings about seeing a guy again after six months. Even though I hadn't been to Friday Saturday Sunday before that night to meet with him (and I can't afford it), I had two glasses of wine and saw two people from another restaurant I used to host before walking out without saying anything. There have been many lives I have lived and many times I have failed and disappeared. I text my friend Noah and reminisce and watch more Vanderpump Rules: 

Maya Arthur is a poet and still trying to figure things out. You can find her on Instagram at @maya___aa